Well, I never thought it could happen pero.... well, let me start
from
the beginning. Have to tell this to all of you guys. I fell
in love
with a .....beautiful stranger. Member sya ng list na ito and
ever
since I've known her quite some time ago, my life has never
been the
same. What the heck.
Dear April,
Hi. This
is just something that you should read for this might help me
ease
my emotions, from what I feel about you and the way I have been
pretending
to you as just someone. I am the person who has no idea
about
things when it comes to this but what I got is the fact that I
exist
and I should tell you what I feel.
I know
this person (me), a friend of yours, who has been so deeply in
love
with you for such a long time. He had nothing but your friendship
and
this he treasured a lot because for him, nothing in the world could
ever
be as wonderful as being close to you. Whenever he got lonely he
would
try to picture you in his mind, your smile, your eyes, your, gaze
and
this would cheer him up much more than anything in the world can.
But
one dangerous thought crossed his mind and it never seemed to go
away
no matter how much he tried to deny it. The idiot actually
imagined
it would be possible for you two to be more than just friends.
The guy
tried to hide it from you because he didn't want to lose you.
But
of course, you must have known already because it was always so
obvious
that he has feelings for you. He tried to be so caring and so
loving
and if you had noticed, whatever your wish has always been his
command.
All you needed he tried to help you with; little or big things
that
needed doing, he was there to do it for you. What's up with this
guy?
All I can say is that he loves you a lot and whatever way he can
be closer
to you he would take no matter how foolish he might have
looked
sometimes. And yes, he really did look foolish to us.
Whenever
the guy did those things for you, he never said anything. He
didn't
ask for anything in return. But you know what? To himself he
was
whispering, "just smile, smile for me and that's it".
You are
probably wondering who this person is. For one sure thing you
know
him but you never took a chance of knowing him more, and why you're
so special
to him even though you both were just friends. You know
where
to find him, what he looks like, what he does, the way he calls
you,
the way he approaches you. You know who he is. But believe me,
there
is so much more to this guy than what you already know about him.
So much
more that you don't know yet. Behind those devil eyes of his
lies
something totally different from what you might have expected. All
you
need to do is look a little deeper.
I know
you, April, and I know this person as well. And as far as I
know,
you are not only right for this guy but he is also right for you.
(I used
the phrase, "as far as I know" because you still haven't given
this
guy a chance. After you give him a chance, "as far as I know" will
be changed
to "definitely".)
All that
this person is asking right now is that you take the chance of
knowing
him a little bit better. All that he is asking is that you give
him
a fair chance. Not because of whatever he has done for you in the
past,
you can forget all about them. But because this guy cares for you
and
loves you more than Doie or Cacho or all the other guys combined.
This
I swear to be true. And I hope you realize that fact before its
too
late for the both of you.